Monday, February 21, 2011

Reason For My Break

I wrote this blog back in November of 2009.  http://motoxmom72.blogspot.com/2009/11/daughter-of-predator.html

The reason I am taking a break from Blogger and Facebook is because of a conversation I had with my baby sister in regards to my father who is still in prison.  I asked questions that hit a raw nerve with my sister and she totally cut me off.  Half of the problem is that some things were mis-understood when we were talking/chatting.  The entire conversation was held in a chat.  I just instinctively knew to save the chat- I knew it was gonna get turned upside down and backwards and come back to bite me in the ass.  And it did.

I have apologized over and over and over again.

I don't know if my relationship will ever be restored.

I am a mess of my own making.  Not a good place to be in.

2 comments:

ADB said...

Gina,
Give it a little time, and maintain contact. It shows how easy it is to misunderstand communications by internet, because you miss the non-verbal signs that we all put out when talking to each other. Is there any chance of a face-to-face chat?

Gina said...

Thanks. I am usually a big fan of the internet. Lately....not so much.

Face-to-face chat? I don't think so. We live 2 1/2 hours away from each other. And right now I am the last person she wants to see.